ThuGz
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Happy Birthday... Special Treasure
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
One Moment Plz
God Help me, Im loosing it
im really loosing my mind, i dont know whats wrong!
is it me? or is it the communication between people that is lacking these days..
fights every other two days.. people accusing their dearset & closest persons of lying.. not seeing the other side of the mirror..
i dont know whats going on, really.. is it hard for two people to see the same view of soemthing?
why do they always have to argue, disagree, struggle?
how would a person make sure he wants to be with this other person if this is the begininng of their relationship.. how would it become when its too late to turn back?
what hurts the most is being so close, and having so much to say, and watching u walk a way! im listening to this song all day.. this song just sucks pain out of me!
i feel like writing all night long.. but dont know what to write.. what to do!
i hav'nt said anything clear to you i know.. but its the same problem, lack of communication.
i cant say detailes, maybe because i like my privacy..
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house..That don’t bother me..I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out...I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
well, i admit, i cry alot people, yes alot , but its not about me being sensitive or sth.. its about.. many things- again i cant say detailes- whatever!
what does it take to make a decision in your life? one decision of a million you have to make!
God, growing old makes u see things,, Wow in another angle.. not a cool one :\
this is my graduation semester, im going through a lot of pressure!
many materials to study, a project, being a fraid.. of many things, "I" need support, not someone to throw more heavy weight on my shoulders.. I can no longer barry..
its that simple, there excist a person under pressure, who needs support by default, some extra cheer up! is this hard to ask? or what?
ha? tell me people, am i loosing it, or am i asking for a miracle to happen, or is it hard to be done.. or what? or what or what?
God Help me here, i feel my head like a baloon that needs to be flew not bursed!!!!!
i feel im crazy, wanna knw y? cuz when all of this is happening, i have a tiny smile tickling my heart.. but now its gone :\
heh... im going to read some of my project design material!
im hungry, and for the first time of my life, i dont wanna eat! Can u beleive me? i cant believe me.. dah!
i cried alot, talked to many people, but this writing is what releafed me for real! thnk me for writing, and thnk u in advance for reading, and maybe feeling.. & sorry also for making u almost feeling bored!
Nighty all, no need for the plause.. i dont deserve it, i havent said the bad in me yet :s
No really dont worry about me, im feeling a lot better, thnx to my talent of writing and love for talking toooo much.. :)
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Which month were u born in/ February
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Which month were u born in/ January
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
One Moment Plz
Which month were u born in/ March
Friday, September 21, 2007
Which month were u born in/ April
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Which month were u born in/ May
I only feel like resting.. watching a film or sth..
& after a while i'll start writing random things.. what ever comes to my mind! & be happy to share what comes on your minds people >.<
i came over this while surfing the net... "I always choose black because white starts, and in making that first move you could loose everything"!
i wonder.. what do you think of what this "person" here said? i wonder...
with pure love
ThuGz
Monday, September 10, 2007
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Giggles
Saturday, September 8, 2007
Friday, September 7, 2007
Which month were u born in/ June
Thursday, September 6, 2007
HOLD ME TO YOUR WILLING HEART
And let me—help me—weep
That I of need might fall apart
And then at last might sleep.
Let the truth slice into me
That I might finally bleed
And purge myself of agony
I cannot now concede.
For I have bound myself in light
That I might live in joy,
And cannot—will not—let the night
My bonds of love destroy.
And yet I know if I would gain
The peace for which I pray,
I must allow the floods of pain
To wash my love away.
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Which month were u born in/ July
Monday, September 3, 2007
Saturday, September 1, 2007
You'll See/ Madonna
You think that I can't live without your love
You'll see,
You think I can't go on another day.
You think I have nothing
Without you by my side,
You'll see
Somehow, some way
You think that I can never laugh again
You'll see,
You think that you destroyed my faith in love.
You think after all you've done
I'll never find my way back home,
You'll see
Somehow, someday
All by myself
I don't need anyone at all
I know I'll survive
I know I'll stay alive,
All on my own
I don't need anyone this time
It will be mine
No one can take it from me
You'll see
You think that you are strong, but you are weak
You'll see,
It takes more strength to cry, admit defeat.
I have truth on my side,
You only have deceit
You'll see, somehow, someday
All by myself
I don't need anyone at all
I know I'll survive
I know I'll stay alive,
I'll stand on my own
I won't need anyone this time
It will be mine
No one can take it from me
You'll see
You'll see, you'll see
You'll see, mmmm, mmmm
"A gift From a friend.. To a friend"
thank u.. my friend!
And when she dance
Can you go back in time to a place in your mind
To the one who know a part of you
That you just couldn't find
If you ask me to choose between a memory or two
When it's said and done
I'll take the one who's love I had to lose
Cause when she danced
I lost my inner sense
I loved her danced I always will
She left with me
But still with me
A burnin' memory
She took with her a part of me
If I could get back where I've been
Feel the passion I left then
I'd be there right now and get somehow
It never comes again
She had nothin' to gain
No where to go
To the way out of pain
The time with
With a song and dance she lost romance
The world had gone insane
Caused when she danced
Caused when we danced
I lost my inner sense
I loved her dance
I love
I always will
I always will
She left with me
He left with me
A burnin' memory
Remember somehow
She took with her a part of me
Can you go back in time to a place in your mind
To the one who knew a part of you
That you just couldn't find
Lookin' back I'm not sure
If I couldn't heard someone
When she danced with me
Our hearts were free as far as I could see
I'd be there right now and yet somehow
It never comes again
When she danced with me
Our hearts were free
Were free
As far as I could see
Romeo and Juliet
1968